“Everyone is getting tired of me. I always feel like i am losing everyone. It happens all the time and i should accept that. People lose interest in me and suddenly they will just leave when i am unaware or in the middle of i needed them the most.They don’t understand me so they leave. I don’t know if i push them away. I don’t know if it is my fault or what. They always get tired of me. The conversation becomes shorter and shorter until it will just stop. It saddens me to realize that i am that easy to let go and just give up on me. I mean, am i not worth fighting for? They forget about me and I just become a distant memory. And before i knew it, they found someone better than me.”
I will not wait for you to let it sink in. To let in teem and flood your mind that it was a mistake to let me go so easily. To let it melt your heart until you realize that you are empty without me…
I will conquer my dreams. I will explore the world outside my previously feverish door. I will find myself in places I didn’t know to look. I will battle with my fears and I will win. I will discover new strengths in the most unlikely of spaces.
I will move with jaunty poise. I will live with veracity and grace. I will dream with risk right by my side. I will fall asleep with happiness on my pillow. I will live, sincerely. But mostly, I will love again. (Sonya Matejko, 2014)
“Be there for others, but never leave yourself behind.”
Hot chocolate + Accounting
“You knew I was fragile, but you fucking dropped me anyway.”
“But still, I find the need to remind myself of the temporariness of a day, to reassure myself that I got through yesterday, I’ll get through today.”
— Gayle Forman, Where She Went
Eenie, meenie, miney, mo
ANG SAKLAP GRABE. DALAWANG DEBUTS SA 23RD OF AUGUST. Hindi ko alam kung san ako aattend. Luh chix lang? Wtf hahahaha. Pero seryoso, kung pweds lang hatiin katawan ko, hahatiin ko na sa 23.
Yung isa high school friend, yung isa college friend. Here are ze pros and cons.
HS FRIEND’S DEBUT PROS
- Close ko naman debutant.
- Malapit lang sa’min and mahahatid ako ni papa (actually, mas trip akong ihatid ni papa dito lol)
- High school friends! Instareunion kaya ‘to.
HS FRIEND’S DEBUT CONS
- Ahm. Aattend rin ata yung taong ayokong makita. As in. Like NOOoOOOOoooo. Oo na, di ko naman debut para magreklamo pero ewan I just don’t like to see the person who reminds me kung gaano ko katanga. As in sagad sagarang tanga. I swear, panira ng gabi lang yun lol.
COLLEGE FRIEND’S DEBUT PROS
- Close ko rin debutant!!!! Hihi kabarkada ko pa.
- Hurrah foh Glass Garden.
- College friends!
- Wala yung he-who-shall-not-be-named lol (luh daming arte kajirits hahahaha)
COLLEGE FRIEND’S DEBUT CONS
- Malayo yung venue. Baka tamarin si papa maghatid huhu.
Ijsdk what to do anymore :(( HAYYY HALP.
#1 SAGO’T GULAMAN
#2 RED VELVET VIXEN
#3 MY BUNDLE OF JOY
Find someone who understands your silence.
“It’s not that I believe that everything happens for a reason. I just think some things are meant to be broken, imperfect, chaotic. It’s the universe’s way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. That’s how life is. If everything was smooth and perfect, you’d get too used to that, you know? You have to have a little disorganization now and then. Otherwise, you’ll never really enjoy it when things go right.”
YOU CAN BE A FAN OF SOMEONE AND STILL DISAPPROVE OF CHOICES THAT THEY MAKE
YOU CAN BE A FAN OF A BAND AND NOT LIKE ALL THEIR ALBUMS
JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE A FAN OF SOMETHING DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU HAVE TO WORSHIP EVERYTHING THEY DO
I’ma reblog this the next time someone freaks out over a hockey team getting booed at home.